Overcoming

Ok just fyi; I am doing much better! It is a battle of emotions everyday with loosing something I cherished, however it makes me a much happier mom. I don't get anxiety attacks anymore before I have to feed him, I don't hurt, and its actually pretty easy to bottle feed! I am so thankful that Chad is around to help me out. He has been amazing and supportive.

We went and got Paige and Carson's pictures taken today and they are so cute. I don't get them until the 4th though. They are just adorable! I love my two kids and they really do make me happy even though I struggle daily with the routine! It will come. For now I will just try and take it easy and love them!