4 weeks to go and counting... I thought I would not be emotional towards the end, boy was I wrong. It all started with watching Private Practice. Oh my I should not watch that show. Then my friend, Jenika, had her cute little baby on Tuesday. I was so happy for her and wanted to be there in her shoes! I got to hold her little girl and it was just pure bliss for me. I truly love newborns. They have some relaxing power for me. I thought today I was doing so much better...ha I went to the doctor and was told that Paige cannot see me or the baby in the hospital at all. I lost it yet again. Paige said to me "Its ok Mommy, we can talk on the computer. You will be fine." So much wiser than I am sometimes. I have never spent a night away, and please do not tell me that I will love having time away. Yes, I might, but just not what I want to hear right now. Oh well!
The baby is doing fantastic though and weighs close to 6 pounds already with only 4 weeks left! He has decided to take his head down position again. I actually preferred him breech. My ribs have started to ache again. I don't sleep well at night and my hip aches like none other during the day.
So, can you tell I am ready to be done?
4 comments:
Brittany, that last month is SO HARD!!! Let me know if I can do anything for you. I can't imagine if my kids weren't allowed at the hospital--how sad:( Hang in there!!
haha, yes I can tell you are ready to have this baby! That's crazy they won't let Paige in the hospital. When did that happen? What hospital are you delivering at?
OH man... I totally agree... when I heard that william and Grace couldn't come and see me in the hospital I cried! When I had Grace they brought william to see her that day and when they were going to leave and take him home (matt was even going home to put him to bed and then come back)I cried... I had never spent a night away from him... so i understand cry and feel the way you want... yes we know all will be okay... but it is okay to miss them! :)
With Justin our hospital room had a window at ground level so we were able to look through the window at each other and talk through cell phones, the computer is an excellent idea... good luck! can't wait to see pictures of the little guy!
I hear ya! I'm getting pretty anxious too. I'm pretty worn out and very uncomfortable! But hey...the end is near!
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